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[08 Dec 2005|07:06pm]
[ mood | -ditzy*. ]

hey guys* oh my gah! i havn't been on here in forever!-or updated in forever it seems like!!! but im so excited that its almost Christmas-one of my favorite holidays!!! i dont really want alot though-im just asking for clothes and a new cell phone-and some purses!!! lol*

--we were suppose to have a game tonight against johnson county at pikeville college-but they forfeit it*

--i made homecoming!!!! heres a list of who all made it in 8th (if i can remember):

Girls:
1. me
2. Courtney Rowe
3. Holly Fleming
4. Kayla Tackett
5. China Riddle
6. Kristi Stalker
7. Casey Childers
8. Megan Tackett
9. Julie Newsome
10. Janna McPeek

Boys:
1. Ashley Hatfield
2. Chase Ratliff
3. Taylor Newsome
4. Tyler Newsome
5. Jordan Hall
6. Steven Rowe
7. Donavan Hamilton
8. Shortridge
9. Dillon Hughes
10. Jordan Newsome

--homecoming is the 13th-just thought i might should tell ya in case ya wana come!*

--i have a game saturday at pikeville college against hindman and someone said that pikeville college people wants us to cheer their game before ours!-i think that lucas might go with me-if he dont go to that dance-i kinda hope he dont! but ahh...oh well! if he does decide to go then he might can come up tomarrow night*

well everyone go and check out my my space and add me if ya have one!- www.myspace.com/hillaryaj14

going to get in the shower-try to write tomarrow*

-leave me some comments!*

luvs.&.hugs*

..hillary*..

..-i.love.lucas.simpkins*..


p.s.-might try to fix my lj look-maybe make it Christmas but idk yet!*

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--.your the kind of beautiful that gives me butterflies-your the best ive ever had*.-- [23 Nov 2005|10:06am]
[ mood | ..-i.love.you.lucas.simpkins*. ]

hey-sorry i havnt been updating* anyways im gona tell you what all has happened since staurday-till toda-but its gona be a quick update*

staurday* -woke up at 8 something for cheer practice and then when i get there at 9:00 the only two people thats there is meg and kayt. so i waws like okay...i was kinda confussed so i called holy and her mom answered and said she was in bed and that practice wasnt until 10:00! but kayt. told me that night that it was from 9:00-12:00 and then i told meg so...thats why us three was there-lol* but we was all like ah well just stay here till 10:00, because the dance team was in there but anyways after practice i wnet home and got reday and at 6:40 me and lucas went to the movies and watched jar head-which wasnt that good of a movie-but it was alright..then when we got out we seen sis and brent there and talked to them -it was their 3 year anniversary!-wow!* then we went went out and ate with his mom and then she went home and we went to wal-mart*

sunday* -went to the circus with holly at 5:00 and it was realy good* then we went out and ate at the mexican*

monday* -school-thats about it-it was so boring! lol*

yesterday* -school..-ballgame*

today* -im about to go eat a bite and then go get in the tanningbed and then thye shower cause i have a denist appointment at like 4 or something like that...ill probably hurry and go call amanda real fast i havnt talked to her in FOREVER it seems like-cause i mena im never ever home anymore! and if i am someones always on the phone and wont get their beeps* but i cant wait til tomarrow!-its thanksgiving!!!*

but i got these from mandas lj and thought they were the cutest!-and so true!* :

30 Things Guys Should Know About Girls
(Written by a guy. After years of experience.)

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like you.
2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...
10. Not all of them eat like birds, alot of them can eat like whales.
11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy.
11.5. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to kick the crap out of him.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.
20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like crap, so be understanding.
21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.
22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better d*** well introduce her as your girlfriend.
23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
26. memorize their freakin birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.
27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.
28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.
30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, priviledge and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond


51 Things Guys Should Know About Girls

1) We don’t want to hear about your ex-girlfriend or
any girl you use to have feelings for. We just don’t.
2) Don’t lie to us because we will find out
eventually. Tell us the truth.
3) If you really like us, tell us we’re beautiful.
Not hot, because that reminds us of the slut you just
checked out five minutes ago.
4) And if you’re going to check other girls out
anyways, then at least do it when we’re not looking.
6) Don’t call us fat. If you’re just teasing, some
girls know you don’t mean it. Others don’t pick up
the sarcasm.
7) Don’t stop the inside jokes because then we think
you just don’t care anymore.
8) Don’t bitch about our friends. And we won’t bitch
about yours.
9) Don’t compare us to Pamela Anderson or some playboy
model; half of them are fake (besides, you have a
better chance with us than with them).
10) We make big deals out of stuff, so if you make one
wrong move, you better be able to fix it.
11) Don’t lead us on. Rejection hurts, but that hurts
more. So if you like us, tell us. If you don’t, tell
us that too. We will get over you eventually.
12) PMSing sucks. You don’t have it, so you’ll just
have to put up with it for one week.
13) We go to our best girlfriends for advice. We go
to you for a shoulder to cry on.
14) No girl just wants to be your ‘friend with
benefits’.
15) Girls night out are mandatory once in awhile, just
like you always insist on having some ‘guy time’.
16) Don’t smoke. It’s gross. Drugs and stuff like
that goes here too.
17) Being able to make us laugh is so much more
important than how much you can bench-press.
18) Don’t say “I can’t dance.” We’ll appreciate it
more to know that you’re trying.
19) We will try to make you jealous to test how
protective you are about us. But in the end, you know
we belong to you.
20) If we trip and fall, then it’s okay to laugh.
We’re probably laughing too. Unless we get hurt…then
you have to be nice.
21) Not all girls kiss on the first date, so get over
it.
22) We will always care about you no matter how many
times you say you hate us.
23) We’ll always remember you, even if we try to
forget.
24) Even if we act like something you said didn’t
bother us, it did.
25) If you think something is wrong, there is. So do
something about it.
26) If you ask us what’s wrong, and we say “nothing”
then something is wrong. Press for more, but don’t be
a jerk about it. We want to tell you, but we don’t
want to act desperate.
27) Every girl dreams of being kissed in the rain, so
do it if the opportunity comes up.
28) Watch at least one chick flick with us, even if it
kills you. We’ll love you for it, and we’ll lay our
heads on your shoulder anyway.
29) Think before you speak. It makes a difference
30) Hold our hand.
31) Walks in the rain and kisses on the forehead will
get you anywhere.
32) We will most likely cry over you if you break up
with us. But we won’t let you know that.
33) Breaking up over the phone or AIM is stupid. Be a
man.
34) If we can admit that we’re wrong sometimes, then
you should be able to also.
35) Don’t hit us. Light punches on the arm are always
cute, but if it actually hurts, then you better
apologize.
36) We save every IM conversation that means something
to us.
37) Don’t be stupid about sex. If its our first time,
you better go out of your damn way to make it special
for us.
38) Anything you do or say to another girl that you
don’t want us to know about is considered cheating.
39) The “littlest things” in a relationship are
usually the biggest. Everything you do with us in
mind means a lot.
40) Don’t burp or fart because it’s nasty and we’re
just not into it.
41) Once you have our heart, you’ll always have it a
piece of it.
42) Don’t tell your guy friends about what we did the
other night because then we come out looking like
sluts.
43) Call us/leave a message when we’re away on
vacation and tell us you miss us…and mean it.
44) Don’t ever say ‘I love you’ if you don’t mean it.
45) If you’re teasing us and we tell you to stop but
we’re laughing, don’t stop. We like it.
46) Don’t try to get us into the WWF…its not
happening.
47) Remember our birthday and our annerversary.
48) We want to look good for you, but you know we’re
comfortable around you when we allow our hair to be a
little messy and our mascara is smeared.
49) When we’re around you and you’re with your
friends, acknowledge us. Don’t just look right
through us as if we’re not there.
50) Be protective of us. It’s cute.
51) When we’ve finally let you go and moved on, don’t
expect to come running back to us. You missed your
chance.




50 Things Girls should Know about Guys:

1. Guys hate sluts.
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" - two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if 1 guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

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[16 Nov 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | aggravated-moms.killing.me!* ]

sorry, but i just got home while ago and this is gona be fast cause i gota go to the tanning bed and study and do this ppaer for social studies...

***school: pretty good-nothing bad happened-but nothing exciting happened either.

***cheer practice: great! oh my gah! me, holly, meg, and dana put up savannah in a full lib and it went up so good!-it was so awesome and im realy proud..i mean we got it on like what?..the second try lol. its so funny though cause when me a holly base were like practicaly on each other lol-i dont know how to explain it-but we all about had a heart attach-cause savannah went fylying backwards..landed on knees and hands..just about feel on her head...and wow!-i was about to cry when i watched that-it was just so scary-they were doing a baskett toss.-wew..lordy, it scared us all to death but you just had to be there.

***friday: blue and white night at valley-cant wait-they invited virgie to come so were going lol-i cant wait-its gona be fun. and we get to wear are beautiful new uniforms!!!

***saturday: HOLLYS BIRTHDAY!!!-probably gona go to the movies with lucas to watch Jarhead and then me and hollys gona go out to eat and thjen go to that circus thing at 7! cant wait!!!

welp...ill write back later*

xoxo*-
..hill*..

..-i.love.lucas.simpkins*

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[15 Nov 2005|10:47pm]
[ mood | -back hurts. ]

okay...first off my day was pretty good-its usually always okay-but i found out today that me and hollys going to go to the circus saturday at like 7 and out to eat but hollys birthday is staurday-HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOLLY!!!*but i had a ball game today and had to be there at 6:30 but we won of course...but i got to get off here and lay in the tanning bed and take a shower anbd stuff but ill write back later when i have more ime to spare*

 

*xoxo...

..hillary*

 

..-i.love.lucas*..

I Love Him*

[14 Nov 2005|10:10pm]
hey guys-sorry i havnt wrote in forever-i just got back from my mamam and papaws house...after school i went to my cousin beths house and looked at purses and everything-then went to mamaws and papaws house to eat because mamaw fixed a birthday dinner for mom cause yesterday was her birthday* friday i left for bci-the cheerleaders and basketball team-it was fun-i had a good time-friday when we got there we went to the mall and then we went to the hotel and started geting ready for the ball game at 7:00-we won it! then after the ball game we went back to the hotel and wnet to our rooms and ate pizza and then we all went down and swam-then they made us get in our rooms by 11-and it was so funny-me, holly, court, kayla t., and megan was all roomies-amd it was so much fun we had a good time* then saturday morning we all woke up at 8:00 or something and went down stairs and ate breakfast-then went back to the room and started geting ready for our games-when we got to the gym we played 2 games we won the first one and then we lost the seconde one because ashley did something to his foot or ankle-i think he tore a ligament in it-it was horrible-iafter we played our first game we all went to the mall and i got my ear pirced at the main top of my left side-and holly, kayla, and savannah got theoir second hole pirced -but then when we went to the hotel it was so much fun because we ate pizza and we were all in the hall way talking and doing stuff it was so funny!* ashley was making fun of megan because she was doing a front roll thingy and she farted so loud-it was the funniest thing ever!-lol* but then sunday morning we all woke up at 6:00 and got ready and went down to breakfast then we packed and left for the ball game -we played the first ball game and won it and then we played the seconde one and lost it-which sucked but we wpoyld have won if we would have had ashley..but oh well...lol-i think asdhley said that he'd be out of basketball for at least a week...but after the ball game sunday me, holly, mom, and mindy went and ate at crackle barrel and i ate so much that i got sick...but thats really bout all lol-
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..when your feeling hurt and blue, just remember one thing, the angels are too*.. [03 Nov 2005|08:29pm]
[ mood | -distressed* ]

hey guys* shew...i havnt wrote in here in forever!!!* but i havnt been on the computer in a long time...well when i have been on it i havnt had enough time to write* but last saturday when was the U.K. game and it was sooo...awesome we left and picked lucas up at the hospital cause thats were his mom works and then we left and when we got there we went to the mall and didnt leave until like 7:00 and thats when the game was starting but we wasnt really that late..but i had the best time ever...thats just because i got to spend *A LOT* of time with Lucas which was so unimaginably great!!!* it was so funny...when we left the ball game we was so tired but we drove all the way to prestinsburg and then we stopped at mcdonalds and ate and when we were in there i was about to head over asleep...then when we got back in the car Lucas knew i was tired so i laid down on him and ended up going to sleep for like 30 mins.-it was so sweet-he rubbed my back so it made me fall asleep-hes so good-lol!* but when we got to shelby valley me and dad took him home but i got in the back seat and laid down cause my side was hurting me..but then when we got to his house i got up and got out and kissed him and then when i got back in the car i feel straight back to sleep* but this week was ah..okay...could have been better but im so glad that tomarrows friday!* yesterday i left school at 2:00 and went to the orthodontist-they told me that i had to ghave 2 baby teeth extracted (pulled out) so when they called there to schedule me an appointment they said that they could do it that day at 4 so we said yea and so after we got out of the ortho. then i had to go to myers office and pick up my contacts and pick out my glasses-i cant wait till i get them in-i love them-their so cute-i look kinda smart in them lol* but then i left there and went and got those 2 teeth extracted and but then they did another one because it was loose...but i looked horrible when i came out-cause i looked like a chipmunk lol* but after that i had to go to cheerleading practice..but i only had like 15mins. left of it so i didnt even do anything...but my mouth was hurting so bad when i got home-i was in the worst mood ever cause i didnt feel good* but today wasnt really good...thats because some gay girl is going around spreading a rumor that i like dillon or something-but thats so stupid because i love lucas and i would never do anything to screw up what i have with him and could have with him and plus i would never do that to manda...and just about everyone knows that-unless they dont know me! but it just makes me so mad...and then tonight at that open gym thing i had to work she was like talking about me and everything-i think if somebody wants to talk about someone then i think they should have enough guts to say it to their face!* lord...i could go on forever about this stuff...but see the only reason i was ever talking to dillon in the first place is because amanda told me to and i was trying to just help her out-but you know ...if stupid gay peoples gona say stuff then its not worth it-cause i love lucas!* but ah well...i dont even want to talk about it cause i dont feel like telling it all over again-the whole things just gay!* but tomarrow im leaving school early cause i gota go to valleys ball game at lesley county and their leaving at like 1...i was gona try to talk mom into leting me just go to school with her so she wouldnmt have to come pick me up and stuff but id say sh ewont-shje always makes me go to school even if i dont feel good!-she kills me sometimes! but lucas wants me to come over there early at least so that i can eat first lunch with him...i hope i can!* but well see how well that all gos lol* but i gota go get in the shower and tanning bed and lucas was suppose to call me back so i guess ill wait on that call too but ill write later as soon as i can* but i wrote a poem for mrs.osbornes room the other day and so here it is but you cant copy it...shes going to put all of them in a contest-but here it is-hope you like it!*

Could it Be

Why can the sky shine be so blue?
The sun and the stars shine so bright and true,
then one day,
and night too,
the clouds row in,
so black and rude,
could it be?
itcould be true,
the angels crying,
for me and you?
The rain drops fall
from ther sky,
for all the people,
that has to die,
could this be why,
the angels cry?
So when your feeling hurt and blue,
the angels are too,
so dont forget,
God loves you!

Written by: Hillary Johnson*

-xoxo*..
..hillary*..

-.i.love.lucas.simpkins.-

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short entry* [24 Oct 2005|10:29pm]
[ mood | ..*cold-and-tired*.. ]

hey guys-this is gona be short cause its like already 10:30 and i need to go take a shower-well after i watch CSI-well anyways...my day was good! we were supposed to have cheer practice after school today but we didnt cause some of our cheerleaders wasnt there and stuff so we have it tomarrow*lordy, today i looked horrible cause i thought they were gona call school off cause none had power so i was just like really slow this morning-but then we ended up having it and since its red ribbon week we had to wear red today and i had like nothing red that was dressy and stuff so i had to wear my ae shirt and it felt so weird not wearing heels lol-but then whe i get to valley lucas is standing there waiting for me when i got off the bud and i was so..happy to see him cause he surprised me but i looked horrible!!!haha-oh well..-oh my gah! good news!!!-lucas is going to that uk with us saturday!!!hehe* tomarrows crazy hair day-i have no idea how un gona wear my hair* but im gona get off here and finish watching csi and then go get in the shower and find what im wearing then get in the bed cause im sooo...tired-i got to take my contacts out too-woops...bout forgot well ill write later* luvs yans*

-xoxo*..
..hillary*..

lucas* cant wait till saturday-its gona be so fun!!!* and its so awesome that ill get to spend a lot of time with you!* i love you* thank you for caring so much for me-you dont know how much that means to me to know that someone loves me for who i am and make me always feel good about myself when i know i look like the worst thing in the world* i love you so much for that and i just wish and hope that i am the same way*

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so...bored...* [23 Oct 2005|02:07am]
[ mood | bored* ]

hey guys im bored out of my mind and i cant go to sleep-and i dont know why-so i figured that id get on here and write about yesterday and toady*

 

friday*

me and manda got up and went to school and well schools school-always sucks!* but i had a good day and i was so proud of manda!-she took my advise and ignored dillon like i told her to and it made him want her even more!* -i think she was proud of herself too-but then she started feeling really bad about it* but after school me and manda rode the bus to valley and went home us and sis got ready for the game and went back to valley and mom had stayed and worked and so we had to go to the school and pick her up and then we went to the football field cause sis was suppose to get on the bus there...so when sis got out we left and went to wendys and ate then went and meet angie-brittany colemans mom-and she rode with us down there to prestinsburg* then when the game started it started pouring the rain, lightning, and thundering so they delayed the game for 30 min. and then it still hadnt stoped so they waited longer and longer then like everytime they would get out there to start playing again they would walk right back off cause it would start again..but while the football players were in the locker room waiting lucas called me and talked to me then i went over there to the school where everybody was staning to get out of the rain and the locker room was lie right there so i got to stand there and talk to him for a little while-but then at like 9 the cheerleading coach said that the cheerleaders could go so sis went with brent and mom was like okay were just gona leave-and i tried to convince her to stay cause i wanted to see and talk to lucas after the game but she wanted to come home so i told lee to tell lucas that mom was making me leave and to cal me..so i get out to the car and he calls me and we talked till i was like half way home and they had to go bakc out there and play...then i came home went to sleep*

 

today*

woke up at 7 then went back to sleep..got up at like 10 took a shower and got ready to go to practice at 12 then went to practice until 3..then came home and started geting redy cause i thought me and lucas might go to the movies but after i put my make-up on then i called lucas's hous eand him and his mom had went somewhere so i tried calling his cell and got his voice mail hingy and left him a a message but he wasnt calling me back i think he had left it at home or something so i got on here and talked to holly and then we were gona go to the 9 movies but then mom started cleaning and didnt take us...so we talked on the phone for like a hour and a half then got off and lucas called and we talked for a little while and then he went to wal-mart and told me that hed call when he got home -but never did...but oh my gah!!! mom told me that lucas could go to the uk football game that the virgie cheerleaders and football teams going on with us-cuse i think they said they were extra ticketts left-i hope so...and i hope that he gets to come with me! and manda is probably gona ride home with me after it* lordy...im so cold and tired so i think that now im gona go try to go to sleep-causei think that i could now-lol* my backs hurting so bad-cause i put up stunts and i guess im not use to it but ill write back later* leave me some comments!* luvs yans*

xoxo*..

..hillary*..

i.love.him..*

holly*hey sis-it sucks so bad that we have like no classes together what-so-ever! and at lunch i dont ever set over there cause-yea...haha-i already explained that one to ya*but oh well..im gona go back and sat over there* it feels like we never ever talk anymore!*we kinda made up for all of it though tonight cause we talked for like an hour and a half!-just like old times*being outgoing*we need to be like the fashion police! haha* someday were gona have our own fashion line together*dressy sisters*so many memories-to much to name*were the life of the party!--oh yea!!!haha*cant wait till your party-you always have the best ones!lol*that sucks that you gota go all the way to lexington in the morning-an it sucks that you couldnt come up-but oh well-well get together one weekend-cant wait!*well ill call ya tomarrow*luvs ya-and thank you so much for always being there for(thank you everyone thats always there for me when i need them!)-your like a sister to me* love you darlin--dressy sister*  

lucas* im so glad were talking again*im not gona make any mistakes this time like the two other times and get mad over stupid things*ive reliezed that your the only guy that i have ever cared about more than aything and that you the only guy thats ever cared for me as much as i cared for them*the last time we broke up was fo r a stupid reason but i know that im never gona make that mistake again because your the best and i never want anything or anyone to come in between us-and i dont think that thats gona happen this time*i love you more than anything in this world and that will never change..and i mean that with all of my heart!*but words couldnt explain*i love you*  

heres a picture of lucas-sorry i just had to put it on here cause hes so gorgeouse! i love him so much*

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hey guys*.. [20 Oct 2005|08:05pm]
[ mood | cheerful*.. ]

hey yall* im so sorry that i havnt been writiing-lol* im geting bad for that but dads like always on here-idk why he just dont get on him own laptop-but oh well* everythings been going real good latley!* ive been like so hyper-lol* right now im sitting here with my mandy-pooh! haha* well i think i kinda killed her today lol-i didnt mean to! we were passing the football when we got home and i threw it to her and she started running and beforei threw it to her she was like "lets make it just two hand touch" and i said "okay" but when she started running i ran and tackeled her to the ground-haha!!!-it was hilariouse!!!* we cracked up and layed there for like 30 min. haha* i had practice today after school til 5:30-it went good! we got ouyr stunt groups together today and im a base!!! me and dana base together and megan backspots and little savannah goes up!-oh my gah...it was awesome cause they were like okay now girls try a half and we did it good and then they were like try to do a full so we did and it was so easy and awesome! and then later we did a baskett-toss (sp?) and it was just all so awesome cause we were like the only stunt group that had acomplished that much but i mean she is like the lightest thing in this world lol!* but then they were like since you guys are doing dso good i want you guys to try a liberty and so we did and like we did it but idk it wasnt that good-but we'll have it by the end of saturday* i cant wiat til bci!-i dont think any of yus can! hehe* but lucas told me the other night that he was probably gona go to bci with us when we go cause he said he was going with jonah and elijah-yah! now im really excited about going!* anyways monday i got to see lucas and talk to him and then he told me that he hada jv football game-so i was like ill try my best to come and he was like you dont have to but i did anyways haha* i suprised him! but i went to it and it was sooo...cold!* and after the game he came out with no shirt on and just his pants and i was like oh my gah your frezzing the crap out of me lol! and then we stood there hugging each other and he was like your hands feel good cause they were really cold and i wasw like well you feel good to me cause your so hott lol* awww...then after we stood there and talked and stuff a while then he walked me up to the car-hehe!!!* it was so sweet!* hes everything ive ever wanted in a guy!-i hope that we get back together soon!-i really think im in love! i know it sounds crazy-but hes the greatest!* well anyways-i havnt got to talk to him much this whole week which sucks really bad* but i get to see him tomarrow at the game and hopefuly at school! hehe* and then after the game we might all stop and eat and ill get to talk to him and stuff alot* but i gotta go get off here and let my cousin gina use the computer and i have to go take a shower and stuff anyways then me and manda mnight get back on here but idk-well see....well luvs yans!*

xoxo*..
..hillary*..

..i.love.him.so.much*..

I Love Him*

.:*everything i've ever known gets swept away inside of your love*:. [16 Oct 2005|02:59pm]
[ mood | busy* ]

hey yall* oh my gah..jessica simpson and nick lachey's getting a divorce-i hate that because they are like the prettiest people ever and the cutest couple* anyways, i havnt done anything today hardly* i think i might be going to the movies though at like 4 or something and if i do im gona get manda to go with me* but lucas didnt call last night-logan told me that he was staying all night with jonah though so oh well-but the night before last i didnt really get to talk to him a lot cause they had that football game away at magofin county but he did call when they stoped to eat and then at like 12 something when he got to logans house-but i was out of it and have no idea what i was saying haha-all i remember is him saying do you wnat me to let you go so you can go back to sleep and i was like uh huh-lol* i cant wait till the valley ball game friday-because ill get to see lucas and i think mandas gona go with me!* my sis got new rims-there 17 inches-but they are so hott! and she also got those tail light thingys and they look realy good with them* i dont really have much more to say-but im gona get off here and see if me and mandas gona go to the movies, but ill write back later*

*xoxo..

..hillary*..

heres the lyrics to my favorite song ever right now*

Here By Me Lyrics

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me

'Cause I'm not doing so good without you

The things I thought you'd never know about me

Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years

I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you

And everything I have in this world

And all that I'll ever be

It could all fall down around me

Just as long as I have you right here by me

I can’t take another day without you

'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own

I've been waiting so long just to hold you

And to be back in your arms where I belong

I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say

But everything I've ever known gets swept away Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world

All that I'll ever be

It could all fall down around me

Just as long as I have you right here by me

As the days roll on I see

Time is standing still for me

When you’re not here

I’m sorry I can’t always find the words to say

Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away

Inside of your love

x2

And everything I have in this world

And all that i'll ever be

It could all fall down around me

Just as long as I have you right here by me

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.:*hey-havnt wrote in a while-finally updating!-like the new look?!*:. [15 Oct 2005|11:23pm]
[ mood | cold ]

hey guys* how do you like my new lj look?!* i love it!* well i havnt wrote in a little while lol-sorry bout that, ive just been so busy and theres been a lot going on right now* but first of all me and ashley broke up like last sunday or something like that and i mean its been kinda hard but im fine now, im over it all* but now me and lucas is talking again and i think that we might date again! but he makes me so happy and makes me feel so good about myself and thats what i want and what im looking for!* hes the only person thats ever cared for me as much as i have cared for him* i know that this time things will last-or at least i hope* well last night valley had a ball game but i couldnt go to it because the cheerleaders-we were having a dance after school and we had to go so i didnt get to go to the game, which sucks because i could have seen lucas* but the dance sucked so bad! nobody would get out there and dance beacause they wouldnt turn a set of the lights off, which is so gay! so me, holly, megan, colton, and a few other people were the only ones out there that were dancing the whole time-lol* manda came in today and we were gona go to the movies but we ended up not going-which really sucks! but shes out of school-on fall break right now so i think thusday after school shes coming up and staying all night and going to school with me, nad then shell probably go to the ball game with me-i hope* oh my gah..the other day-thursday i think-lucas waited for me after school so when i got off the bus he was like the first person i seen!-i was so happy! we only got to talk like 5 minutes though, cause he had to go to football practice but its better than nothing!* but im gona get off here and go to sleep cause my eyes are hurting cause i hva emy contacts in and when i stare at the computer they start hurting-but ill write later* luvs*

xoxo..
..hillary*..

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-more pics!-i love doing this-haha*- [26 Sep 2005|01:46am]
[ mood | -so.sleepy* ]

haha* heres some more pics--

that one picture of me (the thug/punk pic.) is so retarded-ill probably take it off haha-i just thoought that it was so funny!*

heres me and my baby before varsity court-hes so sweet-he bought me flowers!*

heres me and ashley again but this one was after varsity court! hes so funny!-lol*

heres me and my baby cousin Ragan after varsity court!-shes the prettiest baby that ive ever seen-shes so gorgouse! i love her to death!*

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--learning new stuff! haha* [26 Sep 2005|01:20am]
[ mood | -learning* ]

haha* im learning how to do all this awesome new stuff! lol* thank you whitj for telling me how to do this!* thsi picture is so funny...its when manda was up here the last time-i was acting retarded!* i put her hat thingy on and her sweat shirt!*

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-.he’s bittersweet.he knocks me off of my feet.and i can’t help myself.i don’t want anyone else.- [25 Sep 2005|11:11pm]
[ mood | -drained-&-happy- ]

hey guys* oh my gah! guess what today is?!?! -1 month anniversary for me and ashley!!!* lordy, this weekend has been the most awesome one yet lol!* i went to frakfort to see my manda-hehe* her house is so beautiful and big!-i love it!* well heres all ive done-starting from friday:

friday* went to school and we went to the aditorium like half the day cause we ordered our class rings and then they talked to us about the cats test scores and stuff then we went to 4th period and then to lunch-after lunch we went to 5th period but we only stayed in there for a little while(thank goodness..) then they called for everyone to go outside cause they was having a "pig roast" for us cause we did good on the test...but when we got out there we all went to the picnic shelter thing and it was so nasty they had the pig that they had killed laying on the table with a big apple in its mouth...it was so sad! when we ate i didnt eat pig though i ate a hot dog lol but ashley got the pig stuff they fixed and he made me try it and it was really good but it was just to gross caue i seen the pig on the table -ewww...lol* but then the 9th graders (which where the 8th graders last year) came back and i went talked to robin and heather and all them...but then me and ashley and a bunch of us went to the front of the school where they had all the water game things and we threw water ballons to each other and we almost won once but we didnt i kinda didnt catch it lol* but china and chase won like everytime and when you win you get to throw the water ballons at someone and they tried to get me 2 timnes and missed both times(hope chase never plays baseball-haha jk) lol* but later my baby got one and when i wasnt paying attention he busted it on my head lol* but then when i came home i went straight to sleep cause i was so tired and wore out lol-but i sleep from 4:something-t8:something-hehe* then when i woke up ashley called and i talked to him forever and then when we ot off i went and packed to leave the next morning to go to frankfort and then got in the shower and went to sleep*

saturday* woke up at 7 and started geting ready and then left at 7:30 to meet mandas mamaw and papaw at blackburns at herald-close to where they live..and on the way i stopped at mcdonalds and got a bacon,egg,and cheese mcgriddle-yum...* then we drove for like 2 hours or something to get to mandas...then when we finally got to the appartment we got ready and me manda chelsie barb luke and mandas mamaw and papaw all went to mandas new house to look at it and to help them...when we got there me and manda went in and she showed me everything and then we walked up the road and it took forever cause we went so far lol...and i lost my earing!* but then we went and ate at some italian restaurant and then went to the mall(oh my gah...i went to express and got the cutest top ever! i love it!) and then we went back to mandas new house and me and manda threw the football till we left and then we went to the appartment and went to pattys and picked up chelsie and asked if they wanted to go to the movies with us and they did so then we went back to the appartment and droped chelsie off and went to the shoe carnival(i got the cutest shoes ever! their sooo..awesome! their leopard skin and they are pumps!) anyways..then we went to the movies and watched "just like heaven" it is the best movie ever!!!-i cried!its so sweet!* then after the movie me manda and barb went to blockbusters and rented 2 movies-"guess who?" and "hitch"* hwen we got back to the appartment we laid there and watched like 5 min.s of it and we were both gone lol-we were so tirec haha!*

today* woke up really early and went to church, then went to some mexican restaruant and ate, then to the appartment, then to mandas new house and then we left there and went to wal-mart and stayed a little while and then we wnet to the house and when we git there we went and finished watching "guess who?" and then got a little bit of "hitch" watched but then we had to leave so now here i am lol...when i got back ashley called me and we talked for a long time...he remembered-im so happy! he was like guess what toiday is and i was like its 1 month lol! hehe* i love him so much-you just couldnt begin to imagine!* but he was also sick :( !!! -pour baby! haha* i really hope he gets better though cause if he dont he wont be coming to school tuesday which will suck to not get to see him caus i havnt got to see him all weekend lol*

but well anyways im pooped and my hands killing me from typing so much..so im ghona get off here and go to sleep* but goodnight and sweetdreams* luvs and hugs*

xoxo..
-haj*
..i.love.you.ashley.hatfild-8.25.05* 1 month!hehe*..

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..the best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more.. [20 Sep 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | dont feel good-&-crying* ]

hey* this is probably gona be a short entry cause im not feeling good and im gona go back and lay in the bed* today has been awful-the worst day ever-probably of my life...well im sure theres more to come but as far as now today has been...* lastnight i didnt feel good cause i felt like i was gona throw up and stuff and then i thought i was runnning a fever but i dont think i was-but i talked to ashley , my baby, for forever lastnight and then when i got off the phone with him i went straight to bed cause i was so tired* but this morning i woke up in pain cause my right side was really hurting but i went to school anyways cause i knew i would have to go to cheer practice anyways..but that was probably a bad idea cause at school nothing helped me-it made me feel worse-im not gona explain why-but i cried like the whole day-and still am* i mean-i dont know what i did and still dont-i just wish i could make everythig better, not only for myself, but for everyone-cause it hurts so bad!* then, at cheer practice we ran like 10 laps all together and the pain in my right side moved to the middle-it hurt soooo... bad! i just wanted to cry* but i hope everything gets worked out and nothing bad happens cause i mean my heart would broke* well heres my favorite quotes from the notebook:

Young Allie: Now say you're a bird too.
[she jumps on him while they are at the beach]
Young Noah: If you're a bird, I'm a bird.

Young Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Noah: I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

Young Allie: Why didn't you write me? Why? It wasn't over for me, I waited for you for seven years. But now it?s too late.
Young Noah: I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you everyday for a year.
Young Allie: You wrote me?
Young Noah: Yes... it wasn't over, it still isn't over
[kisses Allie]

Noah: That's my sweetheart in there. Wherever she is, that's where my home is.

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I though that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
Young Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Young Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?

Young Allie: When I'm with Noah I feel like one person and when I'm with you I feel like someone totally different.

Young Noah: We can just finish out the summer and see what happens then.
Young Allie: Please don't do this, you don't mean it. Oh why wait until the summer ends. Why don't you do it right now!
[pushes Noah against car]
Young Allie: Huh? C'mon. Do it! Do it!
[repeatedly pushes Noah, starts hitting Noah, Noah starts hitting himself]
Young Allie: You know what? I'm gonna do it! It's over. Okay? it's over.
Young Noah: [opens his arms for a hug] Come here.
Young Allie: Don't touch me! I hate you! I hate you!
Young Noah: Ok, I'm going.
Young Allie: Why don't you just go then!
[pushes Noah in the car]
Young Allie: Get out! Leave!
[kicks Noah's car]
Young Allie: Go!... No, no, just wait a minute, we're not really breaking up are we? Come on. This is just a fight we're having and tomorrow will be like it never happend right?
[Noah drives away]

Allie: Do you think our love can make miracles?
Noah: I do.

Noah: Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.

Duke (in voice-over narration): "I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough."

Duke (reading): "Southern summers are indifferent to the trials of young love. Armed with warnings and doubts, Noah and Allie gave a remarkably convincing portrayal of a boy and a girl traveling down a very long road with no regard for the consequences."

Duke (reading): "Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they're gone."

Noah (to Allie): "I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day."

I Love Him*

..*your my secret place, were i can be myself, you connect with me like none else*.. [18 Sep 2005|12:37pm]
[ mood | -loved* ]

hey* sorry-didnt get to write in here last night cause i didnt get home til like almost 12 and as soon as i laid down i feel asleep lol* but yesterday me and manda woke up like 9:30 or 10 or something like that and ate breakfast and started geting ready for the ball game* the ball game was good-we won of course! lol-it was 14-0 i think* but my baby was the quarter back cause tyler newsome hurt his hand or something, but he did really good-i was so proud of him!* after the game me and manda went to my mamaws and got ready to go to the movies with ashley-when we got there i seen ashley and we went in and watched red eye and then beforeit started zach came and then shortridge so manda had them lol* it was a really good movie-i liked it* when we got out we seen holly and kaylas moms out there and talked to them and holly and kayla went to see the excercism of emily rose* then after the movies we went to the mexican and ate and then we went to the hospital and droped manda off cause her papaw was doing something to a back of a truck and i think somethingh came up and hit him and i think they said something like that he was a free bleeder or something so they took him to the er and they thought he was gona have to get stitches but they just glued it i think but-i think that next week im gona drive down to mandas new house in frankfort and see it with her mamaw and papaw-i hope mom will let me-i think shes going to though, but i dont know* but im gona go outside*

xox..
-haj*

..i.love.ashley.hatfield-8.25.05*..

ashley* in a week itll be a month for us! i love you so much baby-more than anything in this world* the movies last night was so awesome-i love every minute i get to spend with you* i love you!* 8.25.05*..

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..*i got a secret, you know its true, i got a secret, my secret is you*.. [17 Sep 2005|12:49am]
[ mood | cold* ]

hey guys* havnt wrote in here in a while!* im just siting here with amanda-i just gt off the phone with my baby!-i love him so much!* the game tonight was awesome!-i got to spend so much time with ashley (my baby), i love spending time with him* me and manda has to wake up at like 10 in the morning so we can get ready for the ball game tomarrow-i cant wait! cause after it me and ashleys going to the movies at like 7* oh my gah...do you like my new lj look?!?!?! -I LOVE IT!!!! oh yeah...i forgott-varsity court was monday night! me and dillon won!!! -i was so suprised and happy cause i didnt think i would win it-ashley keep telling me that i did and i was like no im not and he said i bet you money on it and i was like okay then so i bet 2 dollars and he won the bet lol!* well, im gona go and let manda write in her lj real fast cause shes waiting on me* leave me some comments!*

xoxo-
haj*

..i.love.ashley.hatfield-.8.25.05...

ashley* hey baby-i love you so much!* you mean the world to me and that will never ever change no matter what!* the ball games were awesome and the fall festival thing was to, even know it ws boring-i still got to spend time with you, which is always the best part of everything!* you carrying me to the jail thingy lol* i cant wait till tomarrow the game and movies will be awesome!* i love you baby so much!* ..8.25.05..-till forever--

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..wake-me-up-when-september-ends.. [03 Sep 2005|08:00pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

hey* havn't wrote in here in a while-this updtaing things not really working to good-haha!* well i went to the ball game last night-we lost but there really good* it was awesome though cause i got to spend so much time with my baby!* after the game me, manda, kayla, whitney, and jaradawn all went to brittanys dads house to stay with her-cause it was like a birthday thingy-but shes havin another one at her moms i think-lol* but it was so much fun!-when we got there we went upstairs to her room and put on our bathing suits and went swimming-oh my gosh..that water felt so good-it was soooo...hott! steam was rolling off of it lol!* we did stunts and swam forever and then went in and did stuff and then went to sleep* manda left this morning at like 9 or something cause she had to get ready for her great mamaws funeral-thats so sad! but after we all woke up good we ate and went outside and did stunts and her dog kept coming over there and would lay right under us it was so funny!* but ashley, my baby, and his family went to tennessee with taylor and his family after the ball game last night-so he hasnt called me yert but i dont care-i wnat him to have a good time while hes down there and i dont himn to have to worry about calling me lol* well our first bal game is monday then we have one tuesday-i cant wait-well actully it sucks cause my throat hurts so bad cause i guess where it got really cold at the ball game-but im not gona have a voice after i cheer lol* then varsity court is like next monday so in the morning were going to the mall to find a dress, shoes, and jewlry!!!-hehe i cant wait!!! im just gona let sis do my hair cause shes really good at hair!-i already have like 2 or 3 different ideas how to wear it lol* i might let her do my make-up to-well, i dont know shes good at it but i love when the smart shop does it-ahhh..i dont know yet! owell!* i hate how peoples so immature these days! they dont act there own age! oh well...* today all ive done was take a little nap read and clean lol then i went down to my nannys, she lives right beside me, and krissie and the baby was down there and pam and gina-nan cooked* oh my gosh gina got her a car-i think its pretty!* well im gona go clean the bottom of my closet, vacume, shower and find what im wearin to the mall tomarrow, and read* but ill write later* luv yans*

xoxo*
-haj*

ashley* i love you so much baby-your the best! the ball game was so fun last night*

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-im gona love you like nobody loves you-well follow the rainbow--making memories of us- [29 Aug 2005|07:58pm]
[ mood | tired--eyes.hurt* ]

hey guys* well today was pretty good-nothing bad really happened* today i wore my cowboy boots!!!-i wore them with a blue jean skirt and this one shirt-i loved it-i thought it was so cute!* everybody was like your daisy duke-so i was called that the whole day! lol* i seen my baby a lot today-well, i always do-we only have one class together though-that realy sucks ah...at leats we have one together instead of none-cause court and bacon has none at all together!* i cant wait til this friday-cause im goin to the valley game and ill get to spend time with my baby and probably amanda again! then i cant wait til saturday cause im gona go ti the mall and go get my dress for varsity court!-hehe im so excited and cant wait! oh-yea--im excited about thursday too lol cause thats virgies first game and im cheering!-hehe* i guess i just love this whole week!* court might be coming with me to the game too cause bacon wants her to go and i told her that i could take her with me and take her home or something but she dont know yet so...* awww...i love ashley sooo.. much-he means the world to me!!!-nothings ever gona come between us! lol-im always talkin about him-but i cant help it!-hehe!-hes just so great!* well im gona go and talk to manda a little whielk and go get in the shower and stuff-but my babys supose to call so ill probably talkj to him for a long tome but ill write later*

xoxo*
-haj*

..i.love.you.ashley.hatfield-more.than.anything-8.25.05..

ashley* hey baby* i love you so much-your my everything! my cowboy boots today!haha* i love you!* 8.25.05*

I Love Him*

-.my.eyes.adore.you--inside.your.heaven.- [28 Aug 2005|04:05pm]
[ mood | curious--* ]

Last night me and Amanda went to the movies together, my baby couldnt go though, but we had fun* We went and watched 4 brothers-it was a really good movie* Ashley didnt call me last night and i tried to call his phoneline but it was busy so he must have been on the internet-but he hasnt called any today but id say he will later* i love him so much and i never ever want to lose him-i have to go to the mall this upcoming weekend so that i can get a varsity court dress-i cant wait till varsity court!* But anyways last night when me and Amanda got home we got on the internet and then finally i was so sleepy so i laid on the couch and went to sleep-lol but she said she didnt go to bed til like 4 or somethin cause she was talkin to tanner and colton on her cell phone but this morning we got up and got ready and went to church, then after church sis came and met up and i came home and took a little nap and now im kinda bored-i think that i might go lay in the tanning bed here in a sec. and i think i have a little bit of homework* but im gona go try to see where ashleys at or somethin*
luvs-xoxo*
-haj*
i love you ashley hatfield*

I Love Him*

..i.love.ashley.hatfield-8.25.05*.. [27 Aug 2005|12:11pm]
[ mood | -i love ashley* ]

hey yall! sorry i havnt wriote in forever-theres jus no time at all! OH MY GAH!!!!! GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!? ME AND ASHLEYS DATING!!! hehe-im so happy! i love him sooo... much! hes like a dream come true! i love him with all my heart!-i hope we last a LONG time! i have never loved someone as much as i love him! you should of seen me that day after he asked me!-i was skippin through the halls and laughing and idk..i was just really hyoer and excited! but im sitin here with manda right now and were just talkin-she stayed all night with me last night and it was so funny-we were gona go to the valley game cause ssi cheers but we ended up not going cause i was wore out from school cause i went swimming-but last night ashley called and me and manda went in my room and dad came and got on my icq and started talkin to jimmy mullins and janna and other ppl and it was so hilariouse! but manda and dillon broke up and it sucks really bad-i hate seeing amanda so down-it sucks-but im trying my best to help her through it cause thats what friends are for! but i think i might be goin up manda tonight to stay with her and were probably gona go to the movie at 9 and then im goin to church with them tomarrow morning! but im'a gona go and talk on icq and wait for my baby to call me!-ill try to keep it updtaed*

xoxo*
-haj*
-..i.love.ashley.hatfield-8.25.05..-

ashley*i love you so much baby! your my dream come true! this years gona be so awesome! i love you so much! -forever and always...*

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-theres.a.day.you'll.come.back.to.me- [21 Aug 2005|02:04am]
[ mood | -crushed-and-happy- ]

hey* me and kaylas just sitin here bout to try to fix her lj-were gona make it really cute and how she wants it-i have no clue how to do this stuff like make layouts but im gona try to copy mine and erase and put back things that she wants* well anyways bad news! me and warren broke up last night :'( its a long story why and stuff but if you want to know then i might tell you-but only if i want* but im so glad we won against east ridge last night at the pike county bowl* im really pissed-ill tell you guys bout it later cause im just tryin to hurry right now and i dont really like talkin bout it now* but i forgot to tell you guys my schedule, so here it is:

1st period: Science-Moore

2nd period: Language Arts-Osborne

3rd period: Social Studies-Roberts

4th period: Yearbook-Fain

5th period: Math-Gibson

6th period: Library Skills-Wright

7th period: Math-Gibson

this year is already goin really good-i hope it stays that way* i cant wait til me and *someone* hook up!hehe cant wait* well today all i did really was get ready for courts and sierras swimming party and then i came home and kayla came up and stuff and now were just sitin here lol* well im gona go try to make this thing for kayla-and my dadskillin me cause hes sitin right here talkin to us-ew...*

xoxo*
-haj*

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.sorry i havnt wrote in a while* [18 Aug 2005|08:39pm]
[ mood | -crazy- ]

sorry guys that i havnt been writing ive just been kinda hurried latley but anyways-we started school the other day (the 15th) and it was cool cause i got to see everyone that i hadnt got to see in like forever lol! but andyways GOOD NEWS!!!-me and warren started dating the 13th-thats when we went to the movies and wtached the skeleton key-i love him so much! hes so great and everything i look for! but im kinda begining to not really like these two girls to much cause they keep doin stuff and sayin stuff to warren and its pissing me off, but im just not gona let it bother me cause i know that warren likes me to much to do that to me and stuff-the only thing about it that i hate is that when i ask them about it their always like it was him that said that and crap so...i just say stay away from him to em', oh well, if he wanted them then he would just break up with me for them, but i guess he dont since he hasnt broke up with me haha! but anyways though...today we had cheer practice after school til 5 and were geting jerseys with our name on the back and somebodys football number and i got ashley hatfields-and he asked me to! i cant wait til the pike county bowl ball game-shelby valley vs. eatsridge-i get to see warren and stuff-hehe* i think were gona beat em'-but who knows!* shew, lordy...i have to read the adventures of huckleberry finn book and i want to have it done by monday but i dont thibnk i will cause im not sitin in the house reading like non-stop cause its gona take a few days to read lol cause that book is long!* i hope somebody can come with me tomarrow to the game cause all of warrens friends are coming so i want somebody there with me lol* i like 8th grade!-its purty cool, even know i dont get to see or talk to anyone hardly!-thats the only thing that really sucks* tonight was the back-to-school-bash but i didnt go cause i didnt really want to-none of my friends were goin so...* but they say that they are gona have a back-to-school-splash for all the virgie people i forgot when it was though no actully i think that is next friday-yea i think-purty sure-haha* but i cant wait til that cause i love swimming!* oh-yea!-courts and sierras birthday party is saturday i think unless they change it but its at their mamaws cause its a swmming party!-cant wait!* well im gona go get ready-i HAVE to lay in the tanning bed tonight causer i havnt since FOREVER!!! and warrens about to call me back-but luv yall ttyl!*

xoxo*
-hill*

I Love Him*

*"its the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting"* [11 Aug 2005|09:43am]
[ mood | -exhausted- ]

hey* havnt wote in a while-havnt really felt like it* shew, thankgoodness i didnt have to go to work with mom today or yesterday!-i went the other two days before though and it kinda sucked, they put me to work lol* oh my gah...ive meet this amazing guy! he is like so incredibly good to me! hes all i look for in a guy and a whole lot more! im happier than ever now! holly has been grounded but she was suppose to get ungrounded yesterday and sh esaid when she did that hsed call me but oh well-she must of havnt* well my manda started school yesterday at frankfort-It SUCKS so bad that she had to leave i reeally miss her already-but sh ecalled me cryin, i felt so sorry for her-she said that she hated it! i went outside yesterday and helped sis wash her car-it was SO..hott!!! but im gona get off here and go to my nannys and stay today and i might write back later or somethin-cant wait till saturday though me and warrens goin to the movies!!!hehe* later*

xoxo*
-haj*

I Love Him*

*.havnt.been.feeling.to.great.* [06 Aug 2005|07:05pm]
[ mood | -sad.and.lonely.. ]

hey guys* i went yesterday and seen the dukes of hazzard-it was awesome-the greatest! oh yea...and some sad news is that i broke up with lucas last night :( -i just didnt think that he was ready for a relationship cause he keep talkin about his ex-girlfriend all the time and so i said that the next time he brought her up i was gona break up with him, so he did and i did* i coudl tell you more why i was cryin last night but i dont really wnat to say anything on here cause i know that stupid people would get on here and say things so oh-well! i havnt done anything today-i got ready to go to town but we didnt go so...but anyways im gona go and call *someone*

xoxo*
-haj*

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.in my heart is where you are.-nevergone*backstreet boys. [05 Aug 2005|01:17am]
[ mood | -.exhausted.and.really.sad.- ]

hey yall! lordy, im so exhausted!!!-ive been at the mall ALL...day!!! i woke up at 6 something and started geting ready and then we was on the road by 8 something and we didnt get back till while ago, at about 12! my feet hurt sooo... bad! i got the purtiest clothes and accesseries EVER-i got tones of em'! i cant wait till school starts back now haha! om my gah!!!...guess whats tomarrow...it's the specialest dat marked on my calendar and everywhere else that ive got a hold off lol-its *THE DUKES OF HAZZARD* hehe! CANT WAIT! i think me and lucas is goin together, well, if nothing happens-and then im gona meet some people there! so....cant wait till that! well they really aint that much to say, well...just that im kinda havin a hard time right now with somethin, but id rather not discus it on here, cause i dont want people saying anything and making it harder for me to do! ah, well, ya'll el' know probably like purt darn soon. o-well though, im gona get off here and go to sleep.

xoxo*
-haj*

I Love Him*

i so totaly LOVE it!!!!!!! [03 Aug 2005|04:06am]
[ mood | -love my new layout! ]

Dont'chall just absolutly LOVE my new LAYOUT!!!!! Zach done it for me, cause request a layout has way to much goin on right now! Its just so....ME!!!! hehe* im goin crazy over it! everybody give me a yehaw, and tell me what you think about it!!! i so... have some owing to do! -haha! only if jessica could really see it-shed be happy!-haha! Anyways i have some good news!--we are going to the mall thursday, well i guess i could say toamrrow, caues its already wednsday -its like 4:20 lol-oh-well!!! lol! i havnt done any school shopping at all but i guess since im goin to the mall thursday ill be getting everything, ill just go to target down there and get supplies! hehe-cant wait!-i love shopping and going to the mall! gosh...today all ive done since i typed earlier was get ready and go to my mamaws to meet my sis and then me and sis went to town and stayed for forever! lol! then we got home and tara was up here, but she couldnt stay cause she has to go to lexington in the morning. but i cant wait till friday-shew, lordy!-im obsessed with the dukes of hazzard and jessica simpson-oh-yeah, forgot to tell ya that the other day wheni went to town with my aunt shannon, i got a huge dukes of hazzard poster with all three on it! its the best thing in my room!!! but anyways!-im gona go to the mall and get some cowboy boots and some big ole' belts! well im kinda geting tired again and my backs startin to hurt so im gona go and lay down and go to sleep! heres some lyrics to mississippi girl*-

Well it's a long way from Star, Mississippi
To the big stage i'm singing on tonight
And sometimes the butterflies still get me
When I'm in the spotlight

And some people seem to think that I've changed
That I'm different than I was back then
But in my soul I know that I'm the same way
That I really always been

[Chorus:]
Cause a Mississippi girl don't change her ways
Just cause everybody knows her name
Ain't big-headed from a little bit of fame
I still like wearing my old ball cap
Ride my kids around piggy back
They might know me all around the world
But y'all I'm still a Mississippi girl

Well I spent a few weeks in California
They put my face on the big movie screen
But that don't mean I've forgotten where I came from
That's just me chasing dreams, yeah

[Chorus:]
Cause a Mississippi girl don't change her ways
Just cause everybody knows her name
Ain't big headed from a little bit of fame
I still like wearing my old ball cap
Ride my kids around piggy back
They might know me all around the world
But y'all I'm still a Mississippi girl

Cause a Mississippi girl don't change her ways
Just cause everybody knows her name
Ain't big headed from a little bit of fame
I still like wearing my old ball cap
Ride my kids around piggy back
They might know me all around the world
But y'all I'm still a Mississippi girl

Mississippi girl
oohh
Mississippi girl
Mississippi girl
yeah yeah
oo ohh

Mississippi girl



well, tomarrow, im gona try to add some music on here cause i can get the overrides and stuff* ill write back later*
-xoxo*
-haj☆

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.thats just me chasing dreams.mississippi girl--faith hill. [02 Aug 2005|12:34pm]
[ mood | -frustrated.moms bitchin* ]

hey yall i havnt wrote in here in about 3 or more days or somethin like that-haha* oh my gah!-the other night was so fun! me and sis went out saturday cause brent was gone to somewhere cause he had to go study and take a test to be some kinda trainer, but anyways, me and sis got up and startede geting ready and we left at like 5 somethin or 4 soemthin lol and we stoped at shelby valley to see mom and them and then we went to the hospital to see the baby, its samanthas and hes beautiful and hes really healthy too! when we went ben, her brother was there and i talked to him a lot and then when we left we went to the movies at like 7 and we went and watched must love dogs, thats a really good movie, but its a chick flick-lol! after we got out of the movies we went to the car and britt and jeremy pullee in and he got a new truck-its so pretty! but then manda pulled in and talked to us and then brents cousin gary dean pulled in on his motorcycle and asked sis if she wanted to ride with him and so she said yea and while they was gone i went with britt and jeremy anmd drove around a little while and then we got back and sat there a little while and talked then me and sis went to taco bell and ate (i love that place) and then we went to wal-mart and walked around for a long timeand didnt see anybody we knew in there accept for daniel harmon, so we talked to him nad then we left and we went to the movies and drove around and then this boy named colley one of brents friends, stoped sis and we talkred for a little while then we left and came home--it was so much fun tho! but ill try to gewt on here later and tel you what all i done today but moms killin me right now so i haveto go gte in the shower and get ready*
xoxo*
-hill*

I Love Him*

*"friends show their love in times of trouble, not in happiness"* [27 Jul 2005|08:26pm]
[ mood | -drained,tired,and back hurts* ]

hey, im so tired so im gona kinda make this fast, ive had this up every since today sometime and havnt had time to write but ah-well! lol! my back hurts soooo... bad! it really sucks but anyways, the day before yesterday, i got up and got on icq and ate and blah, blah, blah...then i asked manda if she wanted to come up and she was like yea so hermom let her so i got in the bathtub really fast and when i started shaving my legs sis was like you have to get out cause manda just called and said that she was leaving and we had to go meet her at the bottom of colley hill and she was like , im not going alone so i had to speed and get ready and i dint even dry my hair, i just put it up, but when we got home we sat and talked a little while and then got on here and talked a while then ate and then we went walking up to the slate dump, it was so funny....we seen vikkie and nick riding the 4-wheeler and we was so tired that we was about to ask them to take us home, but we sat down a little while and talked and stuff and we stayed up there for like an hour, but anyways, when we walked back down we seen my cousin krissie's car and i knew she had the baby wth her so we went dowbn there and talked and played with the baby for a little while. then, we came home and strated watching this lifetime movie which was so good and sweet, and then on a commertial, we ran up ginas house to get some movies to watch and stayed up there and watched the lifetime movie until it was over then we watched the laguna beach and then we ran back down and we talked on the phone forever, manda was talking on one line to dillon, and i was on the other line, talking toi my baby, lucas! and then me and lucas got off cause i wanbted to wtch a movie and he was getting tired, but manda and dillon stayed on still, and then i put the cellular in and we watched that until it was over and that wads a good movie! manda and dillon stayed on thephone till 6 and then we went to sleep and then the next morning we both woke up at the same exact time, at like 11:30! when we got up we ate and asked mom if we could go to the virgie pool to swim and layout, and she was like okay so me her and gina all went and gina was our "body guard" lol! but we stayed there fr ever and then after that sis came and picked us up and we all went to mcdonalds and ate and then we went to lowes and meet her papaw and then we went to walmart and stuff and came home and i was like so wore out and i went to sleep and then helped mom and today nothings really went on, i wanted to go to the pool and swim with gina and maybe manda, but mom wouldnt letvme go, but im glad, cause it rained anyways, but then manda asked me to come up but mom was like you cant cause you gota help me and your sis clean so i had to clean like the whole day but owell im goin to bed, luvs*

luv ya*
-haj*
i.love.lucas.simpkins*7.13.05*

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*.still here.* [25 Jul 2005|02:42pm]
[ mood | --energetic* ]

i was getting up from the computer desk and manda messaged me and was like hold on can you wait 5 more mins cause she wanted to talk to me so im still here lol* but i was just gona write and i was gona give you a little descripition of what my lj will look like soon when they get it done, heres the form thingy-majig i filled out:

Page Title: *.These.Boots.Are.Made.For.Walking.*
Where on the page, would you like your entries?: right
What size width would you like your entries to be (thin, normal, wide)?: normal
What type of Border:(Dashed, dotted, double, solid, ridge, inset, or outset): dashed
Size: (1 being very thin, and 10 being the thickest.) 2
Color: black
Link Colors (active, visted, normal, hover) : black
Link Effects (blur, uppercase, line-through, glow, shadow/dropshadow, etc.): glow
Cursor: n/a
Background color: n/a
Background color for journal entries : orange
Background link/picture: http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y45/hajohnson23/dukes10.jpg
Background Placement: right
Font: Bradley Hand ITC
Font color: black
Font size: 11
ScrollBar Colors: orange and black
Page Transition: fade
What do you want your comments to say:
- Comment: can i get a yeehaw*
- # of Comments: yeehawed*
Any blinkie you want in between your comments, if so what?: n/a
Comments For Us: just wanted to say thanks for takin the time to help me out in making this, and let me know if you need anything.*
E-mail: xo_yoursforever_ox@yahoo.com

thats what it should look like! -im so excited!-im like obsessed with jessica simpson herself but now i am with the dukes of hazzard haha! -just ask anyone!*

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